the week after that back was, needless to say, rough. i had not experienced that level of stress since sophomore year (hint hint) and thus was hit by some panic/anxiety attacks. they were later taken care of, but quite frightening while experiencing them. healing and remedy: talking to friends and un-procrastinating oneself.
believe it or not, that is literally what brought me back. the week after that, (first week of March! already?!) i was a little better. by a little because my dad left for Taiwan... my lovely, adorable, sweetie of a great-grandmother passed away (February 19) at the age of 105 and he had to attend her funeral. i just missed him a lot. (he also helped me loads with my calc hw, always a plus.) teaching Sunday school again was kind of stressful. silly (pre-pubescent) 5th and 6th graders joking around with me and me temporarily forgetting what sarcasm is, and then having to discuss with a 5th grader that her 2nd grader of a brother doesn't know what sarcasm is. and then later in the week i had to set up my art show/attempt a bunch of Latin quizzes/listenings, so academically speaking it was kind of stressful not only while in the midst of the academia but also when missing Latin class two days in a row, including the weekend so technically four days in a row, and...
i just landed myself in a run-on sentence. *blasts trumpet*
NOW, things are treating me quite well, i think i'm at the peak of my management yay! i also added new pages to let you guys know even if i've been inactive here, i've been active elsewhere! get it? ;D now i'll go un-procrastinate myself yet again and go do the English translation of my dad's seminary project :D